Wednesday, November 4, 2009

So Incredibly Sad Right Now

My Dad passed away September 20th. A few weeks before he died he had called me on my cell phone to wish me a Happy Birthday(which wasn't for another month). I had saved that voicemail along with another I had received from him. Tonight, just a few minutes ago, I found that they were erased off of my phone. Somehow, yesterday, I hit the wrong button and...poof they were deleted. I wasn't ready for them to be gone. I hadn't listened to them enough times yet. I know I will get over this but right now I'm sad. Tomorrow I will be better and I will post something happier or funny or pretty. Promise.

3 comments:

Elizabeth said...

oh mom.......... i'm sorry to hear you lost those voicemails. *hugs* and im sorry you're sad

Colleen said...

Aw, mom... I'm sorry. That really, really stinks. Hugs from me too.
Love you lots.

Dolly said...

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that.....I totally understand how you feel, I think.

I 'reappeared' after 31 years away from my family, this year, and I still have the phone messages I received in February when they finally knew how to contact me. They are so precious to me, and I know my husband doesn't understand why there are always 12 messages on our answering machine full time. I live in dread that he'll decide to erase them, but I guess I've had enough real time with them now. I feel your grief, and I'll say a little prayer for your comfort and healing.

Dolly (I found you through Leslie's blog.......I came to see your gnome !)